End of 2010

Hello everyone, I wanted to take this opportunity to thank you each of you for all the support you had given to me. And I would like to apologize to those whom I had offended or hurt by me before. 

And I wanted to apologize to those that feel disappointed in me for not blogging much and often anymore. I do hope you guys can follow me on Twitter or Facebook. ^^ 

Received Ariel's body recently. It's from Azone; Pureneemo sitting type. 

 

 Hasnt try on Ariel yet >D

My boyfriend had returned to Cyberjaya today. I feel kinda sad about it actually, I wish he would had stay with me longer in Sabah. I couldnt ask much since he had made the sacrifice to come over Sabah with me.

He knew that I'm goin to be sad and miss, so he sort of give/lend his jacket to me.

In the airport, he bought me a shirt as well. >w< I dont really wear those tourism type of tees but this is really nice hehe 

My first tourism type of tee :) 

Anyway, I had planned to remove my cbox if there's people spamming my cbox again in future with ads. :(

Ah well, I wish everyone Happy New Year ^^

Gahhh I miss him and started to feel a bit lonely now T-T

Merry Christmas.

Mini Choc Truffel Cake. 

Christmas Eve

Have you guys get everything prepared for tomorrow's Christmas? :)

Tell me how you celebrate urs because I'm gonna tell you how I celebrate mine tomorrow or on boxing day ^^

A Day Out

Look how happy my Ariel was when I brought her out after she stucked at home for weeks lol

UFO's Spaceship.

Have any of you heard of UFO tart? Or also known as Cow Dung tart. This pastry was originated from my hometown, Sandakan, Sabah and it was a mistake at that time.

If you're coming to Sandakan, remember, do not miss the UFO tarts! Because they're freaking cute and delicious XD

It looks like the photo above. 

The base is moderate sweet crunchy buttery cake. Yellow is made of custard and egg yolk while the white is from egg white and sugar. :) 

I think the best UFO tart that I could get in Sandakan is from a kopitiam called Chung Ming Hing in town.

Itakimasu! <3

First.

Today is next day I came back to Sabah. And it's also my dear's first day in Sabah. Not only that, 9th December is our first anniversary.

Since we didnt celebrate much, I brought him to Hawaii Restaurant for lunch. We ordered set lunch :D

Pumpkin soup! Not really a fan of pumpkin tho DX

Yummy garlic bread!

Dear ordered black pepper chicken. I think it was quite yummy because it's not to peppery.

I ordered Mexican Steak but it was just okay for the meat. 

After that, we went and searched for UFO tart but couldnt find it. T_T 

So we ended up buying egg tarts instead XD 

Happy Loli Day!

Today is International Lolita's Day!

No outing for me, just dressing up at home and enjoying my pizza :) 

Happy Loli Day to every Lolita girls on the earth! <3

Another annoucement, I will be selling contact lens too!

Still working on the blogshop.

If you wanna order now, just tell me what you're looking for and I'll reply ya ^^

Email: merrinette.red.cookies@gmail.com

Second Doll Outing

This is the second doll outing for my doll community page in Facebook :) 

It's unfortunate that some couldnt come but there's always next time!

Outing was held in MidValley yesterday. I really love the X'mas decorations in MidValley!

So lively and cute, filled with lotsa teddy bears! Not ordinary teddy bears, but HUGE teddy bears XD

Here comes the photo.

 Giant teddy!! Can be my bed if I owe it XD

Love the merry carousel!

Cute Santa <3

Okay, now, back to the outing XD

This cute lil thing belongs to Vivian

These princesses belongs to Vivian as well

Prince and princesses 8D

BJD belongs to Maru

Not much of photos and not planning to upload photos of their owners as well due to privacy reason. 

Looking forward for more exciting outings in the future! >D

In the memory of Furi.

Furi, my last hamster that I ever had so far just passed away today.

I dont know the cause of death but definately, it's my fault for not noticing something's wrong with him. 

So far, Furi is the fattest and most amazing hamster I ever had!

RIP my dear Furi.

Ariel's Makeover and Cosplay.

I had wasted a lot of time and I'm still going to do so. I really dont have any mood to do my work :(

How? This week and next week will be my submissions!!

Out of frustration, I continued on Ariel's unfinished project. Done it yesterday.

What do you think? :)

Wig changed to mohair wig.

Reshaped eyes a little.

Sand matted face and lips craved. 

I need to redo her faceup because I think it's kinda messy.

Another thing. I just started to cosplay!

First cosplay character would be Yuki Onna from Nurarihyon no Mago.

Next would be Zakuro from Otome Yokai Zakuro :3

Okay, I'm going to try to do my work now.

Harmonia

Less than 2 weeks time, my semester will end. But today, they gave us new assignment with 3 weeks time. Tissue box design for Premier. I know it's a super good opportunity but why last minute? It's week 16 now. Gosh, I really hate how LUCT manages stuff. I cant do much about it.

Despite the shock from the news, I received a call from postman when I was in the bus. Luckily, he was willing to wait for me for around 15 minutes. Finally, I got my new daughter. Her name is Harmonia. And she has a twin sister (friend's daughter) called Arietta.

She's Pullip Lunatic Queen. I need money to get Lunatic Taeyang T^T

I bet some of you think she's creepy and wonder why her name is Harmonia. Well, people tend to misjudge someone by their appearance. I will show more photos in future, kinda frustrated because it was going to rain when I was snapping her photos.

As an extra, I'm showing you guys my work. Well, I seldom (rarely actually) paint or draw. This is my assignment for Illustration. I spent around 2 days to finish it and of course, I dont spend 48 hours to do it. I am lazy and I dont have motivation in whatever I'm doing. 

Media: Soft pastels and color pencils.

Enhanced with Photoshop.

As I had said, I dont draw. I traced the outlines first before I start coloring.

Not perfect but I tried. @_@

Okay, I'm thinking of gaming awhile first or straight to bed before I do my work.

Tired but feels like gaming ;w;

Update Update

I'm still alive, just in case you're wondering why I hasnt been updating my blog ;w;

I'm kinda busy with my assignments because it's my final semester now. Another reasons are I'm sick and frustrated with unknown spot that suddenly appeared on my face (lower lips area). But it's okay, I'm better now.

Besides, I'm really addicted to RO. Yes, I'm back to Ragnarok >w< 

Anyone mind to join me? It's really bored to game alone sometimes :( 

Tell me if you're gonna play with me or you're already playing in RebirthRO.

Private server; RebirthRO. 

http://www.rebirthro.com/

Server: Tyr

*A siggy I made from a simulator <3333. Tell me if you know what's the headgear because I really like it!*

And an apology to Innit bloggers. I miss the second outing again with you guys. Really wanted to meet up but I couldnt help it, finance problem blows me up. So sorry, everyone!

Curls look bad.

Makeup tutorial fail.

Makeup fail. 

Curls doesnt suit me afterall. 

I'll try to make ganguro makeup tutorial again tomorrow ;w;

AHHH

I feel like shouting or screaming now. 

Frustration is eating me up now. 

I dont have any mood to do my assignments.

I got mad and irritated by alarms.

I just dont understand why my bf sometimes doesnt willing to off the ringing alarm!

Whatever. 

Can I please hire someone to do my work? ;w;

Even so, I dont have money now Lol. 

FML.

Motivate

Self portrait of myself. My side looks damn pretty right? haha. 

At least, better than front look I guess :x

Gah I need some motivation! I need to start doing my assignments. Gosh. I'm not motivated at all. 

Dear is coming back from hometown around evening! 

I'm so happy! Being alone even just for 3 days really sucks.

I'm so clingy ;w; 

Okay til then :D

88th - Small Little Wonders

This is my 88th post and I think I had some luck today!

First, I went to class in the morning and my on-screen design for green bag has been approved! And yes, no changes at all! :D 

Afterward, I went to meet my new illustration lecturer; the old one has resigned. Talked to him a bit. I told him that I have not submit my earlier work to the resigned lecturer yet then he said it's okay, I can submit it later with my expressive portrait.

Then I asked, what is the size for the portrait. I wouldnt want to color A3 size portrait with just color pencils. The last time I did that, it took me 3 days. One was floral, another one was building. When he said, I can do it on A4 size, how awesome is that?! I got a little excited when he said I could use soft pastels! That save a lot of work for me XD

I thought the bus would left me but the driver stopped the bus for me! How kind!

In the bus, a Caucasian guy asked me; "How long is Chinese New Year?"

I totally went blank. I dont know the answer at all. 

After I got down from the bus, he approached me and asked

"Are you Chinese? Why dont you know how long is CNY?" LOLOL 

Got back home, had my lunch. Wrapped the parcels and went out again to send the parcels off.

While waiting for the bus, there's this Middle East girl with her boyfriend, an African came up to me.

"Do you wanna share the taxi with us?" She asked.

Well, I dont mind sharing a taxi with strangers if we're going to the same location. 

Then she said, "Oh, you dont have to pay me" and smiled. 

*And I dont think most locals will do that to strangers lol"

OMG! What happened today?!! 

It just feel so great. 

Those little wonders that you never expect would actually make your day. 

Hoho. I have another news for you guys. I might be launching my official site soon. It's not a blog but eventually, I link my blog with the site as well. It's about my portfolio,etc. I guess it's the time to get prepared now for my future career.


 
God, thank you for the day!

p/s I thought I'm goin to sew my own green bag by myself. The printing company replied my email. So yeah, paid RM35 for just 1 green bag ;w;

Morning Sunshine!

I got a lot of assignments need to finish and yet, again, I'm slacking off watching American's Next Top Model on Youtube. 

Wtf much right? 

My bf asked "You wanna be model, is it?" I dont really wanted to be a model because I had few photoshoots before previously and I really couldnt handle the poses and etc. 

I just want to be a photographer. 

By the time I wanna hit the pillow around 7.30am, I saw how beautiful my Seena and Kureha were when the sunshine fell on their faces. 

Lovely!

As usual, couldnt help myself and took a photo of them; which I kinda like it ^^ 

I hope you guys like it as well :) 

Another thing that got into me was Ariel. I couldnt believe that I took her head and eyes off and started to work on her face plate straightaway. It was tough to remove the eyes, I got screwdriver poke on my finger when I was attempting to remove her eyes. What worry me most now; I afraid I cant put her eyes back like what I did to Meriel.

Hopefully not.

Here is the before photo of her. 

 Shining glossy face which I dont really fancy at all. 

Reshape eyes and nose a little. Craved her lips. 

Still, work in progress! 

So yeah, til next post then :) 

Any questions, you may ask me in Formspring or leave a comment below. 

p/s Sorry if you guys are not into these doll thing; it's just my passion. :)

10th Of October 2010

Just another random post.

Another moment in my life; I feel like wanna quit studying. No talent and struggling in the wrong field.

What do I wanna do?

I wanted to learn more about makeup, dolls customizing, sewing,etc.
You might say "Why dont you just get married with someone?"
I dont know. Getting married isnt cheap. It costs a lot.

Ah. Whatever.
I have bad dreams recently. Again.
Even when I'm only half asleep. FML.
No need to sleep la if keep on dreaming.
I wanna stop from dreaming. I have not been stop from dreaming for the past 4-5 years.

I think I'm going crazy soon.

Boo me.

Kureha.

She just arrived today!

Now I'm waiting from Clalaclan and Xecty to complete my Shining Wind bikini ver. :)

Have a nice day people!

Hire Me Fund Me.

Hello everyone. I think as you know, I have some finance problem here.

I figured out something that I can do.

I'm now offering toy/doll photoshoot for RM120 only.

This package include 10 photos and you can choose extra 5 photos if you like!

Soft copy only (in CD). If you would like me to print it out, do request it.

Tell me if you're interested! :D

Some of my previous work.

For more, do check my Flickr account.

For others like portrait and model, I will only go for outdoor photoshoot. 

However, I'm not so good in this field, so,
do check my Flickr account first before request.

Email me at winterybear@hotmail.com

Thank you and hope to hear you soon ^^

Wednesday.

Wednesday, it's not a good day for me.

This is the third day of my period, which means, I feel very weak right now. Basically, I feel like a sotong now = =

Another thing is; I overslept today. I missed my class. I really started to hate myself.

If the lecturer could thought of something negative on me, I couldnt blame her or explain much about it.

Things just happened.

Finance hasnt been so well to me as well. Paid off my new girl, Kureha.

My other girls need some modifications.

My assignments gonna cost me a bomb as well. I have packaging assignment again. Yes, again. Damnit.

By the way, I had added my flickr account here in my blog; on the right navigation bar.

I had flickr account long ago but kinda abandoned it. I guess it's the time I should be active back again.

I love dolls photography. I just couldnt help it. I love it more than other subjects.

I'm insanely obsessed with dolls. I'm planning to get Unoa long ago but I havent save up yet.

Not to mention that, I have few dolls that I want now. Call me insane, I know.

So, drop by and have a look :) Do leave a comment if you like to ^^

Some photos of my Pullip EOS (Steampunk series) around few days ago. Her name is Yume which mean 'dream' in Japanese. You may view the rest of the photos from my Flickr account.

"Rapunzel, Rapunzel, please let your hair down..."

Vaseline; Amazing Skin party

Hi everyone!

I think most of you already knew that I went for the Vaseline party (Nuffnang event) at Luna Bar. Unfortunately, I did not snap much photos because I'm really sucks in night photography. 

I went there with my friend, Vivi. The trip costs us much since I'm staying in Cyberjaya. 

So, yeah. Here's the photos.

 The crews setting up the instruments before the event starts.

This is the first blogger that I met during the event. Her name is Kathy. I love her tanned skin!

How I wish that I'm that tan T^T

You may visit her blog at http://kcblood2cheep.blogspot.com/

This is Kathy's sister, Ketry. :) 

Vivi, my date for the event lol

Two amazing bloggers and beauties; Viruspadu and Audrey. 

I dont know why Viruspadu was holding my elbow ._. And I feel so ugly when stood beside them ;w;

Anyway, visit them too!

Viruspadu: http://www.viruspadu.com/

Audrey: http://fourfeetnine.com/

 Event started, Jojo as MC. She's so gorgeous! I love how the way she brings herself :) 

Just in case if you wanted to check her blog, she blogs at http://jojostruys.com/

Kuah Jenhan, the comedian. Very spontaneous jokes. lol. 

You can check him out from his Youtube channel at http://www.youtube.com/kuahjenhan

I'm unsure if he has a blog but he does own a twitter and Facebook page. 

You may see the link from his Youtube channel :)

I think most of you already familiar with the name; Yuna. She's a singer and songwriter; both English and Malay songs. I think I would buy her new album called Decorate for my uncle in Aussie lol. 

If not mistaken, you can find her from Youtube, so yeah, try listen to her songs.
 

Me, after came back from the party.

Felt super tired. I didnt win anything which is kinda sad to me.

Like Kathy said, we did not win anything but all we earned are experience and memories. 

And I got freebies too!

I had tried Vaseline healthy hand & nail conditioning. 

I think it's nice. I dont know bout my hand, it doesnt really shows any improvement because my hands are like super coarse. But I can see the changes on my nails. 

I have very weak nails and it turned semi transparent and yellow.

After I tried it, my nails became stronger and yellowish faded a little. 

How amazing!