New Body.

I had been trying to cheer myself up these days. Bf and friends tried to cheer me up as well. I had made a decision on my academic. It's gonna take me another half year to graduate. I hope I wont regret making this choice.

Since the day I receive the new body, I hasnt change Ariel's body.

So yeah, here goes.

I need few more modifications here. 

End of 2010

Hello everyone, I wanted to take this opportunity to thank you each of you for all the support you had given to me. And I would like to apologize to those whom I had offended or hurt by me before. 

And I wanted to apologize to those that feel disappointed in me for not blogging much and often anymore. I do hope you guys can follow me on Twitter or Facebook. ^^ 

Received Ariel's body recently. It's from Azone; Pureneemo sitting type. 

 

 Hasnt try on Ariel yet >D

My boyfriend had returned to Cyberjaya today. I feel kinda sad about it actually, I wish he would had stay with me longer in Sabah. I couldnt ask much since he had made the sacrifice to come over Sabah with me.

He knew that I'm goin to be sad and miss, so he sort of give/lend his jacket to me.

In the airport, he bought me a shirt as well. >w< I dont really wear those tourism type of tees but this is really nice hehe 

My first tourism type of tee :) 

Anyway, I had planned to remove my cbox if there's people spamming my cbox again in future with ads. :(

Ah well, I wish everyone Happy New Year ^^

Gahhh I miss him and started to feel a bit lonely now T-T

First.

Today is next day I came back to Sabah. And it's also my dear's first day in Sabah. Not only that, 9th December is our first anniversary.

Since we didnt celebrate much, I brought him to Hawaii Restaurant for lunch. We ordered set lunch :D

Pumpkin soup! Not really a fan of pumpkin tho DX

Yummy garlic bread!

Dear ordered black pepper chicken. I think it was quite yummy because it's not to peppery.

I ordered Mexican Steak but it was just okay for the meat. 

After that, we went and searched for UFO tart but couldnt find it. T_T 

So we ended up buying egg tarts instead XD 

Harmonia

Less than 2 weeks time, my semester will end. But today, they gave us new assignment with 3 weeks time. Tissue box design for Premier. I know it's a super good opportunity but why last minute? It's week 16 now. Gosh, I really hate how LUCT manages stuff. I cant do much about it.

Despite the shock from the news, I received a call from postman when I was in the bus. Luckily, he was willing to wait for me for around 15 minutes. Finally, I got my new daughter. Her name is Harmonia. And she has a twin sister (friend's daughter) called Arietta.

She's Pullip Lunatic Queen. I need money to get Lunatic Taeyang T^T

I bet some of you think she's creepy and wonder why her name is Harmonia. Well, people tend to misjudge someone by their appearance. I will show more photos in future, kinda frustrated because it was going to rain when I was snapping her photos.

As an extra, I'm showing you guys my work. Well, I seldom (rarely actually) paint or draw. This is my assignment for Illustration. I spent around 2 days to finish it and of course, I dont spend 48 hours to do it. I am lazy and I dont have motivation in whatever I'm doing. 

Media: Soft pastels and color pencils.

Enhanced with Photoshop.

As I had said, I dont draw. I traced the outlines first before I start coloring.

Not perfect but I tried. @_@

Okay, I'm thinking of gaming awhile first or straight to bed before I do my work.

Tired but feels like gaming ;w;

Update Update

I'm still alive, just in case you're wondering why I hasnt been updating my blog ;w;

I'm kinda busy with my assignments because it's my final semester now. Another reasons are I'm sick and frustrated with unknown spot that suddenly appeared on my face (lower lips area). But it's okay, I'm better now.

Besides, I'm really addicted to RO. Yes, I'm back to Ragnarok >w< 

Anyone mind to join me? It's really bored to game alone sometimes :( 

Tell me if you're gonna play with me or you're already playing in RebirthRO.

Private server; RebirthRO. 

http://www.rebirthro.com/

Server: Tyr

*A siggy I made from a simulator <3333. Tell me if you know what's the headgear because I really like it!*

And an apology to Innit bloggers. I miss the second outing again with you guys. Really wanted to meet up but I couldnt help it, finance problem blows me up. So sorry, everyone!

10th Of October 2010

Just another random post.

Another moment in my life; I feel like wanna quit studying. No talent and struggling in the wrong field.

What do I wanna do?

I wanted to learn more about makeup, dolls customizing, sewing,etc.
You might say "Why dont you just get married with someone?"
I dont know. Getting married isnt cheap. It costs a lot.

Ah. Whatever.
I have bad dreams recently. Again.
Even when I'm only half asleep. FML.
No need to sleep la if keep on dreaming.
I wanna stop from dreaming. I have not been stop from dreaming for the past 4-5 years.

I think I'm going crazy soon.

Boo me.

Bird.

Currently listening to; Bird by Yuya Masushita
I dont know, I just love this song.
I kept looping this song like crazy Lol.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Click to listen and view MV.

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If you're wondering why I did not update my blog, it's because I dont know what to update and I'm still recovering from alcohol rash.

This is the second time I had alcohol rash.
I dont mind drinking but getting itchy, warm and red skin isnt that pleasant at all.
I avoid using soap or shower gel on my infected skin, kept showering myself with cold water, the rashes managed to cool down quicker now compared that last time.

Eeeww? I know.
Luckily, I dont sweat much or rarely sweat haha.

The third day that I was still suffering from alcohol rash, I went to KL for my assignments stuff. After done snapping photos that I need, I asked my boyfriend to do something crazy.

It's in Pavillian pathway.
Just a quicky because there's 2 security guards around there haha.

I went to KLCC for Kinokuniya again! :D

Papier vol 2

Pic #1 from vol 2

Pic #2 from vol 2

 Freebie for vol 2 issue!

Papier vol 3

Pic #1 from vol3

 Pic #2 from vol3

I feel a bit irritated with my newly growth black roots. They're around 1inch now.
I had been wanting to dye my hair for so long but lazy.

Casis Berry color from Liese

I guess it will be easily faded on my hair since I bleached it few times before. =/
Anyway, just bought it to try.


And yesterday, I just received my items from Aiko.
Joined her for Closet Child order :D

Unsure if I wanna sell em or not.
Both bracelets from Chocomint.

Hair piece or broach.

I love these items to the max, especially the Alice ring!!

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These few days, I had been very confused of myself whether I should buy a beautiful dress or not. It's considered cheap since it's second hand.

Innocent World's Puppy JSK.

Currently having 50% off sale from Innocent World; 11k yen+

I'm buying from Closet Child because it's 9,800 yen. 

Including shipping would be around 11k yen also..

The only thing that I'm worried of was the bust size.

They stated it's 36-40 bust size. I afraid even after I tighten the back shirring, it would still be loose on me. Unless I go and enlarge my boobs = ="

I really love it much! :(

After I make my payment for it, I must not buy anything again for few months time. Geez. 

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Before I forget again, I realized that I have not been so active in Innit nowadays. I would prefer that you follow me for updates or drop by a message in Cbox so that I could visit you back :( 

So sorry about it, sometimes I just dont feel like chatting or busy with my assignments. Feel free to follow me in my Facebook page or twitter as well for updates; if you dont mind me ranting so much hehe!

 

Troll

Sometimes I really wondered, why there's so many lifeless people that likes to troll?
Dont they have things to do in real life? = =

I began to hate internet and all of the networking mediums in the internet.
Built with the purpose of social networking but ended up for stalking and trolling purposes.

But I do love my blog. It's the only thing that I can used to reveal my thoughts and feelings.
Another reason, I dislike writing because I have a very bad handwriting and sometimes I couldnt read my own writings. That's why I abandoned my diaries from the first place lol.

From blogs, I had met quite a number of new bloggers from Nuffnang Innit.
Guys, maybe we should really meet up someday! And dumped the relationship term of "online" friend between us :)

Sometimes I do think I rant too much. Ah. I dont like talking bout it, that's why I prefer to type em all out. If you feel annoyed reading my rants, do tell me bout it or just ignore me.
So far, thanks to everyone that had listened to my useless rantings. You guys always try to cheer me up in a good way.

If you're a hater, you could just leave me alone. Stop wasting your time hating me because I'm not worth to be thought of. And stop reading my blogs,etc. If you had added me in Facebook, you may delete me from there as well. It's a win-win situation, no? :)

Today is a holiday. I was supposed to blog bout my newly arrived package on yesterday thou but was way too lazy to snap photos inside my super messy room. I havent sort the things out (and there's a lot of large boxes) in my room yet since July. FML.

Okay, wanna get something to eat for my breakfast and start doing my typographic poster.

I'm touched!

I went to uni this morning, despite that I do not have class today, just to meet up with my lecturer.

Too bad, she had fell sick and was absent today. 

Had my lunch and picked up my laundry before I went home.

What really annoyed me when I checked on my doll page in FB; someone trying to invite people to Lowyat forum's thread. I deleted the post.

If you're curious on why do I got annoyed, I would say, I just didnt like few persons in the thread.

At first, one of them sort of sent an invitation to join LYN forum in my CF forum thread. I dont really mind bout it that time and after awhile I got into LYN forum thread, I felt that I really dislike it. 

If you're one of the person from LYN forum thread and reading this, please do not question me much on that matter. I do not wish to talk about it.  I dont really care how you judge me but yeah, sorry bout that.

I was checking my mail and hoping that my lecturers had replied me. Then I saw an email from a regular and understanding customer of mine. She said, she had sent a gift to me just to cheer me up after reading my emo blog post in my blog. The gift was picked by her and her friend.

It was really a surprise. I was speechless.

I meant like...

where in the world, there's customers that will give gift to their seller, right???

Thank you so much, both of you!!

I am really grateful. It's not even a friend that would give me a gift to cheer me up but both of you did!

I'm really happy bout it! *jumps around*

Insecure?

I am not aware on how many people that are actually reader my blog. But I guess it doesnt really matter.

I had been staying up late and most of the time, til early morning when the sun rises.

I'm just a ordinary human. I'm not perfect.

Some people had been telling me on how positive am I. Actually I am not.
There's certain time that I feel down. From time to time, I have a moment in which I will think of all sort of negative stuff and depressing myself.

I am unsure of what am I seeking.
I can considered myself as a lucky person since I live a life above average people.
It means, I have family, a boyfriend, some friends, and things that I owned now.

Human; selfish and demanding creature.
Sometimes, I really do wish I have everything, yes, everything that I ever wanted.

Something like, can I keep something or someone, just to myself only?
Can I just live in my own fantasy?
Well, I guess it is just kinda impossible, unless I'm crazy or diagnosed with some kind of mental illness huh.

Sometimes, I really do wonder if I had chosen the right paths throughout my life; every single decisions that I had made.

If you're reading this, I really dont know what should I say instead of sorry.
I just couldnt tell what exactly am I thinking of and worrying about here.

It just, I feel kinda insecure about my life.

Shameless me.

Hello people. I guess my time for blogging will be reduced because my semester had just started 3 weeks ago and it somehow feel like near-final to me :(

I'm kinda depressed that my Graphic Design lecturer was giving me a hard time for that subject.

*sigh*

I had witnessed an argument between a student (my junior) and my lecturer as well today during the tutorial session. This student is a problematic kid and yes, he is very annoying.

The argument started when he approached my lecturer and told her that she's not giving attention to him. WTF?

He talked to me today as well. And he kept asking why do I repeat 2 subjects, I got a bit annoyed with his awkward body language, etc, so I just replied him that I choose to repeat it, I really do.

The next thing he told me was bout my hair color. He asked me to dye my hair black again.

WTF much? It's my hair and my life, why bother so much??

Ah well, anyway. Shameless me for creating a fan page of my own.

I'm such a hypocrite sometimes, at least I admit it okay?

Okay, anyone wanna join my page? *Shameless Shameless Shameless Cookie/Merri!!

JOIN ME ON FACEBOOK!

Mixed Feelings.

The first thing that I had done once I woke up was cry. Kyde, in half sleeping mode saw me crying and then asked me why. I had a bad, seriously like worst dream ever. I dreamt that my mum died. WTF is that kind of dream! I hate it. I always dream of people dying or bout dead people. FML.

Ah well, I managed to calm down and then got ready to go KLCC.

Waiting at Putrajaya Central's ERL station (goin to KL Central).

After I reached KLCC, met up with Clement and we went for McDonald's (again). Dropped my film t Foto Point to develop, freaking expensive (zzz). Next, Kinokuniya! My fav place in KLCC! That place is indeed evil, always made me spend few hundred bucks on books.

After made payment for the books, I went for a drink at the coffee shop (forgot the name) inside Kinokuniya.

Yums, hot chocolate!
Can you see a face in my drink? I made it but it's very ugly LOL!

Shared a choc muffin with Kyde

While sitting there and enjoying drink, I unwrapped all the books that I bought!

I was like "OMG OMG IT'S MORI GIRL MAGAZINE!!!"
It's called "Mori Girl papier". This is just volume 1.
All about Mori Girl fashion <3

*taken from Mori Girl papier*

*taken from Mori Girl papier*

Kera's magazine Sept issue!

LOVE IT!

LOVE!!

Kera's Magazine Oct issue

Left: Barbie-inspired makeup
Right: Pullip-inspired makeup

Lalala~~

Back cover of Kera's mag Oct issue!
It's Ali Project's new album! OMG SO FREAKING COOL!!!
I think it's inspired by Knight and Princess concept :)
I LOVE ALI PROJECT AS WELL!! No one can replace them or copy their style! XD

Collected my photos from Foto Point, only developed 22 photos from 36 exposures. FML.

Since Kwan came by and joined us, we went to MOOKS x Ripcurl. Just to check their lomo cameras and stuff hehe!

Wear of the day! (meh, Kyde walked pass by when I was snaping photo).
I look like a kid. Ah well, I LOVE being a kid :D

After that, we went back to KL Central and had our dinner before going back to our own places.

Went to Burger King for dinner. It's not a good choice. I havent been to Burger King since I came to Selangor. I mean like, it just does not convince me to enter lol

Ugly sundae. Not-so-good honey stars! (masuk angin already!!)
Ah well, at least, they have caramel sundae!

Chicken tenders, more like just ordinary chicken nuggets to me.

Even their Milo is diluted with water. F Burger King L.

I wont be going there again. LOL.


Now, here's my photos from my Holga 135BC.

I'm very disappointed with it because the quality is bad. They took 3 hours (where they can finish within 30-60 mins) and charged me for RM21 (which is super expensive to develop a single film). I choose to burn into CD cuz it's cheaper.

They denied to save the photos into pendrive and insisted that if we want, they will charge extra RM5. I mean like, WTF?!

Ah well, look at the photos, webcam quality? Fuck that shop.
Dont ever go there! It's called Foto Point.

FML as well for the bad photos. First roll of film used for testing on my Holga. All unedited.

 

All photos taken from Broga Hill.

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Drop your comment below ;)

Do you wish to log out?

What if there's a game that allow you to actually feel the virtual world?

What if you realized that you can not log out from the virtual world and your real body in reality collapsed into coma?

Will you feel happy or scare? 

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I'm watching .hack (dot hack) series back recently. It's one of my fav anime series ever :) 

I love their soundtracks as well. Yes, I'm a fanatic!

I even thought of cosplaying as one of the character! Maybe I should do so someday? :D 

What do you think?

Anyway, gonna introduce the anime series ;)

.hack//SIGN

 

Type:TV Series, 26 episodes

Year:Apr 4, 2002 to Sep 26, 2002

Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Science Fiction, Seinen

Amidst a popular online role playing game in the near future, characters try to play out the goals they set for entertainment and passing of time. The World as the RPG is called is one with a setting of monsters, player characters and dungeons. Tsukasa is a detached and introverted character that has a number of mysteries about his player character. Many weird happenings seem to suround Tsukasa and his involvement in a rare item called 'The Key Of The Twilight' sparks Tsukasa'a meeting with different online characters and the befriending of their real life counterparts; All without ever meeting face to face in reality. What is strange about Tsukasa is that he can't seem to log out of The World. Subaru and Silver Knight of The Crimson Knights continue to look for proof of why Tsukasa can not log out or the existance of The Key Of The Twilight. Meanwhile Bear, Mimiru, and BT as Tsukasa's friends try to help him understand who he really is and how he can return to the real world.

.hack//Liminality

 

Type:OVA, 4 episodes

Year:Jun 20, 2002 to Apr 12, 2003

Genre:Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Seinen

Status:Complete

An accident occuring in "The World", will be solved in the net framework space, with the OVA "Liminality". Mai and Kasumi collapse in the real world, however, only Mai recovers, leaving Tomonari in a coma. The incident will be investigated through the real world point of view. You will continue to come closer to the truth of the accident within the game while investigating from the real world in the OVA.

.hack//GIFT

 

Type:OVA, 1 episodes

Year:Nov 16, 2003

Genre:Action, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic, Parody, Seinen

 

This is a parody of the .hack-series with appearance of the characters from SIGN, Udeden and the games: As a thank you to the players of the .hack games, Helba has prepared a special hot springs for some much needed rest and relaxation. Tsukasa, Mimiru, BlackRose, Kite and the other important players of The World decide they're due for some soaking in the springs themselves. There's a catch, however: not only will Helba not reveal its exact location, but she insists that role-playing is forbidden. So who will find it first? And who keeps killing the other characters?

.hack//Legend Of The Twilight

 

Title:.hack//Tasogare no Udewa Densetsu

Type:TV Series, 12 episodes

Year:Jan 9, 2003 to Mar 27, 2003

Genre:Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic, Science Fiction

 

Shugo and his twin sister Rena, two new players in The World, (a future online roleplaying game) are caught up in an unknown agenda. Unstopable monsters have started appearing and players that encounter these monsters fall into comas in the real world. Playing the limited edition characters, Kite and Black Rose, and the wielding the mysterious twilight bracelet, the two siblings must figure out what is going on and stop it before the damage escalates.

.hack//Roots

Type:TV Series, 26 episodes

Year:Apr 6, 2006 to Sep 28, 2006

Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Magic, Science Fiction

 

In 2015, CC Corporation`s datacenter caught on fire destroying "The World". By splicing in data from what would have been another project, CC Corp. was able to rebuild the game. In 2016, "The World R:2" was released. .hack//Roots covers the time Haseo spent with Shino and Ovan in the guild known as the Twilight Brigade, before the .hack//G.U. PS2 games.

.hack//G.U. Trilogy

Type:Movie

Year:Mar 25, 2008

Genre:Action, Fantasy, Science Fiction

 

In his quest for revenge against Tri-Edge and to wake Shino from her coma Haseo searches accross The World as a killer of Player Killers. He comes accross a girl named Atolli who despite his callous and dismissive attitude twards her takes an interest in him and decides to help him. She brings up old wounds for him because of her characters' design and class. He forms new aliances and attempts to discover the mystery behind the comas that are plauging members and the entities known as AIDA.

.hack//G.U. Returner (OVA)

 

Type:OVA, 1 episodes

Year:Aug 6, 2007

Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Science Fiction 

The characters from previous .hack//G.U. Games and .hack//Roots receive an email from Ovan. He is requesting them to go to Hidden Forbidden Festival where is set up a mysterious summer festival. There they find an AIDA Chim Chim who wishes to peacefully co-exist with the other players of The World. It then transforms into the word "Returner", so they assume it to mean that Ovan will return to The World.

 

For more information, you may log on to .hack//Portal

It actually started with games and manga, then followed by anime.

I have not play any of the games or read any of the manga yet. Just the anime series. 

But I love em!

 

News of the day.

I had a briefing today. There's a 3 weeks London trip organized by my uni and it cost around RM10k. I dont think I will be going since it needs such huge amount of money althou it's a good opporturnity for me. I'm still thinking whether wanna tell my parents bout it or not.