Curls look bad.

Makeup tutorial fail.

Makeup fail. 

Curls doesnt suit me afterall. 

I'll try to make ganguro makeup tutorial again tomorrow ;w;

AHHH

I feel like shouting or screaming now. 

Frustration is eating me up now. 

I dont have any mood to do my assignments.

I got mad and irritated by alarms.

I just dont understand why my bf sometimes doesnt willing to off the ringing alarm!

Whatever. 

Can I please hire someone to do my work? ;w;

Even so, I dont have money now Lol. 

FML.

Motivate

Self portrait of myself. My side looks damn pretty right? haha. 

At least, better than front look I guess :x

Gah I need some motivation! I need to start doing my assignments. Gosh. I'm not motivated at all. 

Dear is coming back from hometown around evening! 

I'm so happy! Being alone even just for 3 days really sucks.

I'm so clingy ;w; 

Okay til then :D

88th - Small Little Wonders

This is my 88th post and I think I had some luck today!

First, I went to class in the morning and my on-screen design for green bag has been approved! And yes, no changes at all! :D 

Afterward, I went to meet my new illustration lecturer; the old one has resigned. Talked to him a bit. I told him that I have not submit my earlier work to the resigned lecturer yet then he said it's okay, I can submit it later with my expressive portrait.

Then I asked, what is the size for the portrait. I wouldnt want to color A3 size portrait with just color pencils. The last time I did that, it took me 3 days. One was floral, another one was building. When he said, I can do it on A4 size, how awesome is that?! I got a little excited when he said I could use soft pastels! That save a lot of work for me XD

I thought the bus would left me but the driver stopped the bus for me! How kind!

In the bus, a Caucasian guy asked me; "How long is Chinese New Year?"

I totally went blank. I dont know the answer at all. 

After I got down from the bus, he approached me and asked

"Are you Chinese? Why dont you know how long is CNY?" LOLOL 

Got back home, had my lunch. Wrapped the parcels and went out again to send the parcels off.

While waiting for the bus, there's this Middle East girl with her boyfriend, an African came up to me.

"Do you wanna share the taxi with us?" She asked.

Well, I dont mind sharing a taxi with strangers if we're going to the same location. 

Then she said, "Oh, you dont have to pay me" and smiled. 

*And I dont think most locals will do that to strangers lol"

OMG! What happened today?!! 

It just feel so great. 

Those little wonders that you never expect would actually make your day. 

Hoho. I have another news for you guys. I might be launching my official site soon. It's not a blog but eventually, I link my blog with the site as well. It's about my portfolio,etc. I guess it's the time to get prepared now for my future career.


 
God, thank you for the day!

p/s I thought I'm goin to sew my own green bag by myself. The printing company replied my email. So yeah, paid RM35 for just 1 green bag ;w;

Morning Sunshine!

I got a lot of assignments need to finish and yet, again, I'm slacking off watching American's Next Top Model on Youtube. 

Wtf much right? 

My bf asked "You wanna be model, is it?" I dont really wanted to be a model because I had few photoshoots before previously and I really couldnt handle the poses and etc. 

I just want to be a photographer. 

By the time I wanna hit the pillow around 7.30am, I saw how beautiful my Seena and Kureha were when the sunshine fell on their faces. 

Lovely!

As usual, couldnt help myself and took a photo of them; which I kinda like it ^^ 

I hope you guys like it as well :) 

Another thing that got into me was Ariel. I couldnt believe that I took her head and eyes off and started to work on her face plate straightaway. It was tough to remove the eyes, I got screwdriver poke on my finger when I was attempting to remove her eyes. What worry me most now; I afraid I cant put her eyes back like what I did to Meriel.

Hopefully not.

Here is the before photo of her. 

 Shining glossy face which I dont really fancy at all. 

Reshape eyes and nose a little. Craved her lips. 

Still, work in progress! 

So yeah, til next post then :) 

Any questions, you may ask me in Formspring or leave a comment below. 

p/s Sorry if you guys are not into these doll thing; it's just my passion. :)

10th Of October 2010

Just another random post.

Another moment in my life; I feel like wanna quit studying. No talent and struggling in the wrong field.

What do I wanna do?

I wanted to learn more about makeup, dolls customizing, sewing,etc.
You might say "Why dont you just get married with someone?"
I dont know. Getting married isnt cheap. It costs a lot.

Ah. Whatever.
I have bad dreams recently. Again.
Even when I'm only half asleep. FML.
No need to sleep la if keep on dreaming.
I wanna stop from dreaming. I have not been stop from dreaming for the past 4-5 years.

I think I'm going crazy soon.

Boo me.