Monday, August 23, 2010

I'm touched!

I went to uni this morning, despite that I do not have class today, just to meet up with my lecturer.

Too bad, she had fell sick and was absent today.

Had my lunch and picked up my laundry before I went home.

~~What really annoyed me when I checked on my doll page in FB; someone trying to invite people to Lowyat forum's thread. I deleted the post.~~

~~If you're curious on why do I got annoyed, I would say, I just didnt like few persons in the thread.~~

At first, one of them sort of sent an invitation to join LYN forum in my CF forum thread. I dont really mind bout it that time and after awhile I got into LYN forum thread, I felt that I really dislike it.

If you're one of the person from LYN forum thread and reading this, please do not question me much on that matter. I do not wish to talk about it. I dont really care how you judge me but yeah, sorry bout that.

I was checking my mail and hoping that my lecturers had replied me. Then I saw an email from a regular and understanding customer of mine. She said, she had sent a gift to me just to cheer me up after reading my emo blog post in my blog. The gift was picked by her and her friend.

It was really a surprise. I was speechless.

I meant like...

where in the world, there's customers that will give gift to their seller, right???

Thank you so much, both of you!!

I am really grateful. It's not even a friend that would give me a gift to cheer me up but both of you did!

I'm really happy bout it! *jumps around*

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Insecure?

I am not aware on how many people that are actually reader my blog. But I guess it doesnt really matter.

I had been staying up late and most of the time, til early morning when the sun rises.

I'm just a ordinary human. I'm not perfect.

Some people had been telling me on how positive am I. Actually I am not.
There's certain time that I feel down. From time to time, I have a moment in which I will think of all sort of negative stuff and depressing myself.

I am unsure of what am I seeking.
I can considered myself as a lucky person since I live a life above average people.
It means, I have family, a boyfriend, some friends, and things that I owned now.

Human; selfish and demanding creature.
Sometimes, I really do wish I have everything, yes, everything that I ever wanted.

Something like, can I keep something or someone, just to myself only?
Can I just live in my own fantasy?
Well, I guess it is just kinda impossible, unless I'm crazy or diagnosed with some kind of mental illness huh.

Sometimes, I really do wonder if I had chosen the right paths throughout my life; every single decisions that I had made.

If you're reading this, I really dont know what should I say instead of sorry.
I just couldnt tell what exactly am I thinking of and worrying about here.

It just, I feel kinda insecure about my life.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Shameless me.

Hello people. I guess my time for blogging will be reduced because my semester had just started 3 weeks ago and it somehow feel like near-final to me :(

I'm kinda depressed that my Graphic Design lecturer was giving me a hard time for that subject.

*sigh*

I had witnessed an argument between a student (my junior) and my lecturer as well today during the tutorial session. This student is a problematic kid and yes, he is very annoying.

The argument started when he approached my lecturer and told her that she's not giving attention to him. WTF?

He talked to me today as well. And he kept asking why do I repeat 2 subjects, I got a bit annoyed with his awkward body language, etc, so I just replied him that I choose to repeat it, I really do.

The next thing he told me was bout my hair color. He asked me to dye my hair black again.

WTF much? It's my hair and my life, why bother so much??

Ah well, anyway. Shameless me for creating a fan page of my own.

I'm such a hypocrite sometimes, at least I admit it okay?

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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Mixed Feelings.

The first thing that I had done once I woke up was cry. Kyde, in half sleeping mode saw me crying and then asked me why. I had a bad, seriously like worst dream ever. I dreamt that my mum died. WTF is that kind of dream! I hate it. I always dream of people dying or bout dead people. FML.

Ah well, I managed to calm down and then got ready to go KLCC.

Waiting at Putrajaya Central's ERL station (goin to KL Central).

After I reached KLCC, met up with Clement and we went for McDonald's (again). Dropped my film t Foto Point to develop, freaking expensive (zzz). Next, Kinokuniya! My fav place in KLCC! That place is indeed evil, always made me spend few hundred bucks on books.

After made payment for the books, I went for a drink at the coffee shop (forgot the name) inside Kinokuniya.

Yums, hot chocolate!
Can you see a face in my drink? I made it but it's very ugly LOL!

Shared a choc muffin with Kyde

While sitting there and enjoying drink, I unwrapped all the books that I bought!

I was like "OMG OMG IT'S MORI GIRL MAGAZINE!!!"
It's called "Mori Girl papier". This is just volume 1.
All about Mori Girl fashion <3

*taken from Mori Girl papier*

Kera's magazine Sept issue!

LOVE IT!

LOVE!!

Kera's Magazine Oct issue

Left: Barbie-inspired makeup
Right: Pullip-inspired makeup

Lalala~~

Back cover of Kera's mag Oct issue!
It's Ali Project's new album! OMG SO FREAKING COOL!!!
I think it's inspired by Knight and Princess concept :)
I LOVE ALI PROJECT AS WELL!! No one can replace them or copy their style! XD

Collected my photos from Foto Point, only developed 22 photos from 36 exposures. FML.

Since Kwan came by and joined us, we went to MOOKS x Ripcurl. Just to check their lomo cameras and stuff hehe!

Wear of the day! (meh, Kyde walked pass by when I was snaping photo).
I look like a kid. Ah well, I LOVE being a kid :D

After that, we went back to KL Central and had our dinner before going back to our own places.

Went to Burger King for dinner. It's not a good choice. I havent been to Burger King since I came to Selangor. I mean like, it just does not convince me to enter lol

Ugly sundae. Not-so-good honey stars! (masuk angin already!!)
Ah well, at least, they have caramel sundae!

Chicken tenders, more like just ordinary chicken nuggets to me.

Even their Milo is diluted with water. F Burger King L.

I wont be going there again. LOL.

Now, here's my photos from my Holga 135BC.

I'm very disappointed with it because the quality is bad. They took 3 hours (where they can finish within 30-60 mins) and charged me for RM21 (which is super expensive to develop a single film). I choose to burn into CD cuz it's cheaper.

They denied to save the photos into pendrive and insisted that if we want, they will charge extra RM5. I mean like, WTF?!

Ah well, look at the photos, webcam quality? Fuck that shop.
Dont ever go there! It's called Foto Point.

FML as well for the bad photos. First roll of film used for testing on my Holga. All unedited.

All photos taken from Broga Hill.

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Friday, August 13, 2010

Do you wish to log out?

What if there's a game that allow you to actually feel the virtual world?

What if you realized that you can not log out from the virtual world and your real body in reality collapsed into coma?

Will you feel happy or scare?

I'm watching .hack (dot hack) series back recently. It's one of my fav anime series ever :)

I love their soundtracks as well. Yes, I'm a fanatic!

I even thought of cosplaying as one of the character! Maybe I should do so someday? :D

What do you think?

Anyway, gonna introduce the anime series ;)

.hack//SIGN

Type:TV Series, 26 episodes
Year:Apr 4, 2002 to Sep 26, 2002
Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Science Fiction, Seinen

Amidst a popular online role playing game in the near future, characters try to play out the goals they set for entertainment and passing of time. The World as the RPG is called is one with a setting of monsters, player characters and dungeons. Tsukasa is a detached and introverted character that has a number of mysteries about his player character. Many weird happenings seem to suround Tsukasa and his involvement in a rare item called 'The Key Of The Twilight' sparks Tsukasa'a meeting with different online characters and the befriending of their real life counterparts; All without ever meeting face to face in reality. What is strange about Tsukasa is that he can't seem to log out of The World. Subaru and Silver Knight of The Crimson Knights continue to look for proof of why Tsukasa can not log out or the existance of The Key Of The Twilight. Meanwhile Bear, Mimiru, and BT as Tsukasa's friends try to help him understand who he really is and how he can return to the real world.

.hack//Liminality

Type:OVA, 4 episodes
Year:Jun 20, 2002 to Apr 12, 2003
Genre:Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Seinen
Status:Complete

An accident occuring in "The World", will be solved in the net framework space, with the OVA "Liminality". Mai and Kasumi collapse in the real world, however, only Mai recovers, leaving Tomonari in a coma. The incident will be investigated through the real world point of view. You will continue to come closer to the truth of the accident within the game while investigating from the real world in the OVA.

.hack//GIFT

Type:OVA, 1 episodes
Year:Nov 16, 2003
Genre:Action, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic, Parody, Seinen

This is a parody of the .hack-series with appearance of the characters from SIGN, Udeden and the games: As a thank you to the players of the .hack games, Helba has prepared a special hot springs for some much needed rest and relaxation. Tsukasa, Mimiru, BlackRose, Kite and the other important players of The World decide they're due for some soaking in the springs themselves. There's a catch, however: not only will Helba not reveal its exact location, but she insists that role-playing is forbidden. So who will find it first? And who keeps killing the other characters?

.hack//Legend Of The Twilight

Title:.hack//Tasogare no Udewa Densetsu
Type:TV Series, 12 episodes
Year:Jan 9, 2003 to Mar 27, 2003
Genre:Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic, Science Fiction

Shugo and his twin sister Rena, two new players in The World, (a future online roleplaying game) are caught up in an unknown agenda. Unstopable monsters have started appearing and players that encounter these monsters fall into comas in the real world. Playing the limited edition characters, Kite and Black Rose, and the wielding the mysterious twilight bracelet, the two siblings must figure out what is going on and stop it before the damage escalates.

.hack//Roots

Type:TV Series, 26 episodes
Year:Apr 6, 2006 to Sep 28, 2006
Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Magic, Science Fiction

In 2015, CC Corporation`s datacenter caught on fire destroying "The World". By splicing in data from what would have been another project, CC Corp. was able to rebuild the game. In 2016, "The World R:2" was released. .hack//Roots covers the time Haseo spent with Shino and Ovan in the guild known as the Twilight Brigade, before the .hack//G.U. PS2 games.