Monday, August 30, 2010

More Buyings Again

Some people might had wondered, what's inside the big package that I recently received right? 

I'm revealing it :) Please bear with me; crappy photos T^T You may click on the image for larger view :)

Denim top, denim vest and shoes
I love the top :D

My hair accessories for my lolita wear :3

 Some casual wear and cape is for my loli wear :)

Casual Loli set, more to ouji style
hehe, I love it to the max!

Replica of Angelic Pretty by Infanta
Finally, I have some cute cutsews to wear with my loli!!~~

Replica of Angelic Pretty by Dream of Lolita
I dont really like the apron because it's not nicely done, the rest was okay. 

I been wanting this kind of classic shoes for long!
Yay, finally~~ <333

Free gifts from unknown company.. 
Since I ordered from few companies in Taobao lol

I just made my payment on my 3rd PVC girl. I'm broke. I'm broke. T^T

Sunday, August 29, 2010

News Ranting

I was bored. So I went to abc news to watch some videos til I found this.

Around 6 years ago, Connie Culp was shot by her husband. From that moment on, she lost her face. Years later, she received a donor which willing to donate herself to Connie Culp.

*Please read the news and watch the video*

I really felt sorry for her. Imagine, someone that you loved actually betrayed and ruined your life; ruined your life as well. I got to admit that she is a strong woman. Very strong woman. 

I'm glad that she has a face now. Still, it's kinda hard for her, she has to eat around 20 pills per day to prevent her face transplant from rejection. 

So, pretty or beautiful people out there *especially those that think you are*, think again. 
What if accident happens and your face had been disfigured? 
Will you ever be strong like her? 

Second news. It's kinda stupid. Taken from here.

> Tamil Nesan reported that a workshop owner in Madurai, India, poisoned his daughter after she refused to marry his sister’s son.
What the fuck were him thinking?
Just because the girl does not want to get married with someone she doesnt love, you cant force her! This man actually asked 3 of hi friends to poison her own daughter. WTF RIGHT???

But she's lucky enough that she has not died during that moment. Her mum came home and rushed her to the hospital. She managed to tell the truth. 2 days later, she passed away. 

I hate arranged marriage. It is just ridiculous. 
You cant force someone to get marry with a stranger or someone that he/she doesnt love.
It's their lives, so just let them choose! 
Choosing it for them and forcing them to undergo arranged marriage, would you really think they would be happy? 
And why in the world would you think you have the right to do so? 
Yes, they might be your children, think again. You dont share the same heart, do you? 

Third news. The one that I raged over most. 

‎"OSAKA--On June 29, about a month before police found the badly
decomposed bodies of her two children in her Osaka apartment, Sanae
Shimomura posted a photograph of herself on a social networking
Internet site." 

Read from here

It is really heartbreaking for me. 

She has no obligations on taking care of them; 3 years old daughter and 1 year old son.

She doesnt even feel sad bout it! Worse, the bodies were left over a month time. 

 All she fed em was; fast food, juice (box), instant ramen, candies. Ya know where she threw all the stuff, included littered diapers? The balcony. 

I really felt sad for the children to have a mum like her. All she does; partying, having sex all around, having fun, etc. 

Sigh. Nowadays, I think human are getting crazier. They tend to lost their humanity. :( 

Friday, August 27, 2010


Sometimes I really wondered, why there's so many lifeless people that likes to troll?
Dont they have things to do in real life? = =

I began to hate internet and all of the networking mediums in the internet.
Built with the purpose of social networking but ended up for stalking and trolling purposes.

But I do love my blog. It's the only thing that I can used to reveal my thoughts and feelings.
Another reason, I dislike writing because I have a very bad handwriting and sometimes I couldnt read my own writings. That's why I abandoned my diaries from the first place lol.

From blogs, I had met quite a number of new bloggers from Nuffnang Innit.
Guys, maybe we should really meet up someday! And dumped the relationship term of "online" friend between us :)

Sometimes I do think I rant too much. Ah. I dont like talking bout it, that's why I prefer to type em all out. If you feel annoyed reading my rants, do tell me bout it or just ignore me.
So far, thanks to everyone that had listened to my useless rantings. You guys always try to cheer me up in a good way.

If you're a hater, you could just leave me alone. Stop wasting your time hating me because I'm not worth to be thought of. And stop reading my blogs,etc. If you had added me in Facebook, you may delete me from there as well. It's a win-win situation, no? :)

Today is a holiday. I was supposed to blog bout my newly arrived package on yesterday thou but was way too lazy to snap photos inside my super messy room. I havent sort the things out (and there's a lot of large boxes) in my room yet since July. FML.

Okay, wanna get something to eat for my breakfast and start doing my typographic poster.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

New camera lens!

I was sleeping when the postman called me. 
Lol I was like panicking when received the call and quickly put my shirt on to open the door.

It's a parcel from my customer and her friend. 
I was quite excited that time since the gift isnt a small gift!

Unwrapped everything and it's a lens! Camera lens! 

Haha awesome not?! 

By the way, it's not a real lens :p
It's a mug! So damn cute! XD

Thank you so much for buying me this as a gift!
It's a great gift ever!!

And also, thank you for inniters for hearing all my rant all the time. Sorry, I know I rant a lot T^T
I love you guys as well!

Thank you for Jady also for the palm reading!
You're amazing!


Monday, August 23, 2010

Gyaru Makeup Test

I was bored and decided to play with makeup.

I was thinking of doing Gyaru style of makeup. But it seems like it looks a bit like Ganguro.
Anyway, if you want any information on Gyaru or Ganguro fashion trend, just comment below and I will do a blog post on it in future.

I was too lazy to fix on contact lens and I forgot where had I put my lash glue. Skipping contact lens and fake lashes. 

I did not style my hair. Hair dryer was spoilt and my hair curler is still at my friend's place.

This is my new baby called Poppy. 
She's so damn adorable til I wanna nom her!!
I wonder if there's human size headwear (Poppy's headwear) because I really want one as well!

So yeah, tell me what do you think. 
Looks better in dark skin or fair skin.
My boyfriend said the makeup doesnt suit me.

If you have any question on this makeup, feel free to ask me :)

EDIT: Supposed to be Ganguro more than Gyaru ya T^T

I'm touched!

I went to uni this morning, despite that I do not have class today, just to meet up with my lecturer.

Too bad, she had fell sick and was absent today. 

Had my lunch and picked up my laundry before I went home.

What really annoyed me when I checked on my doll page in FB; someone trying to invite people to Lowyat forum's thread. I deleted the post.

If you're curious on why do I got annoyed, I would say, I just didnt like few persons in the thread.

At first, one of them sort of sent an invitation to join LYN forum in my CF forum thread. I dont really mind bout it that time and after awhile I got into LYN forum thread, I felt that I really dislike it. 

If you're one of the person from LYN forum thread and reading this, please do not question me much on that matter. I do not wish to talk about it.  I dont really care how you judge me but yeah, sorry bout that.

I was checking my mail and hoping that my lecturers had replied me. Then I saw an email from a regular and understanding customer of mine. She said, she had sent a gift to me just to cheer me up after reading my emo blog post in my blog. The gift was picked by her and her friend.
It was really a surprise. I was speechless.
I meant like...

where in the world, there's customers that will give gift to their seller, right???

Thank you so much, both of you!!
I am really grateful. It's not even a friend that would give me a gift to cheer me up but both of you did!

I'm really happy bout it! *jumps around*

Sunday, August 22, 2010


I am not aware on how many people that are actually reader my blog. But I guess it doesnt really matter.

I had been staying up late and most of the time, til early morning when the sun rises.

I'm just a ordinary human. I'm not perfect.

Some people had been telling me on how positive am I. Actually I am not.
There's certain time that I feel down. From time to time, I have a moment in which I will think of all sort of negative stuff and depressing myself.

I am unsure of what am I seeking.
I can considered myself as a lucky person since I live a life above average people.
It means, I have family, a boyfriend, some friends, and things that I owned now.

Human; selfish and demanding creature.
Sometimes, I really do wish I have everything, yes, everything that I ever wanted.

Something like, can I keep something or someone, just to myself only?
Can I just live in my own fantasy?
Well, I guess it is just kinda impossible, unless I'm crazy or diagnosed with some kind of mental illness huh.

Sometimes, I really do wonder if I had chosen the right paths throughout my life; every single decisions that I had made.

If you're reading this, I really dont know what should I say instead of sorry.
I just couldnt tell what exactly am I thinking of and worrying about here.

It just, I feel kinda insecure about my life.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Shameless me.

Hello people. I guess my time for blogging will be reduced because my semester had just started 3 weeks ago and it somehow feel like near-final to me :(

I'm kinda depressed that my Graphic Design lecturer was giving me a hard time for that subject.

I had witnessed an argument between a student (my junior) and my lecturer as well today during the tutorial session. This student is a problematic kid and yes, he is very annoying.

The argument started when he approached my lecturer and told her that she's not giving attention to him. WTF?

He talked to me today as well. And he kept asking why do I repeat 2 subjects, I got a bit annoyed with his awkward body language, etc, so I just replied him that I choose to repeat it, I really do.

The next thing he told me was bout my hair color. He asked me to dye my hair black again.
WTF much? It's my hair and my life, why bother so much??

Ah well, anyway. Shameless me for creating a fan page of my own.
I'm such a hypocrite sometimes, at least I admit it okay?

Okay, anyone wanna join my page? *Shameless Shameless Shameless Cookie/Merri!!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Mixed Feelings.

The first thing that I had done once I woke up was cry. Kyde, in half sleeping mode saw me crying and then asked me why. I had a bad, seriously like worst dream ever. I dreamt that my mum died. WTF is that kind of dream! I hate it. I always dream of people dying or bout dead people. FML.

Ah well, I managed to calm down and then got ready to go KLCC.

Waiting at Putrajaya Central's ERL station (goin to KL Central).

After I reached KLCC, met up with Clement and we went for McDonald's (again). Dropped my film t Foto Point to develop, freaking expensive (zzz). Next, Kinokuniya! My fav place in KLCC! That place is indeed evil, always made me spend few hundred bucks on books.

After made payment for the books, I went for a drink at the coffee shop (forgot the name) inside Kinokuniya.

Yums, hot chocolate!
Can you see a face in my drink? I made it but it's very ugly LOL!

Shared a choc muffin with Kyde

While sitting there and enjoying drink, I unwrapped all the books that I bought!

It's called "Mori Girl papier". This is just volume 1.
All about Mori Girl fashion <3

*taken from Mori Girl papier*

*taken from Mori Girl papier*

Kera's magazine Sept issue!



Kera's Magazine Oct issue

Left: Barbie-inspired makeup
Right: Pullip-inspired makeup


Back cover of Kera's mag Oct issue!
It's Ali Project's new album! OMG SO FREAKING COOL!!!
I think it's inspired by Knight and Princess concept :)
I LOVE ALI PROJECT AS WELL!! No one can replace them or copy their style! XD

Collected my photos from Foto Point, only developed 22 photos from 36 exposures. FML.

Since Kwan came by and joined us, we went to MOOKS x Ripcurl. Just to check their lomo cameras and stuff hehe!

Wear of the day! (meh, Kyde walked pass by when I was snaping photo).
I look like a kid. Ah well, I LOVE being a kid :D

After that, we went back to KL Central and had our dinner before going back to our own places.

Went to Burger King for dinner. It's not a good choice. I havent been to Burger King since I came to Selangor. I mean like, it just does not convince me to enter lol

Ugly sundae. Not-so-good honey stars! (masuk angin already!!)
Ah well, at least, they have caramel sundae!

Chicken tenders, more like just ordinary chicken nuggets to me.

Even their Milo is diluted with water. F Burger King L.

I wont be going there again. LOL.

Now, here's my photos from my Holga 135BC.

I'm very disappointed with it because the quality is bad. They took 3 hours (where they can finish within 30-60 mins) and charged me for RM21 (which is super expensive to develop a single film). I choose to burn into CD cuz it's cheaper.

They denied to save the photos into pendrive and insisted that if we want, they will charge extra RM5. I mean like, WTF?!

Ah well, look at the photos, webcam quality? Fuck that shop.
Dont ever go there! It's called Foto Point.

FML as well for the bad photos. First roll of film used for testing on my Holga. All unedited.

All photos taken from Broga Hill.

Okay, thanks for viewing my post! :D

Drop your comment below ;)

Friday, August 13, 2010

Do you wish to log out?

What if there's a game that allow you to actually feel the virtual world?

What if you realized that you can not log out from the virtual world and your real body in reality collapsed into coma?

Will you feel happy or scare? 


I'm watching .hack (dot hack) series back recently. It's one of my fav anime series ever :) 

I love their soundtracks as well. Yes, I'm a fanatic!

I even thought of cosplaying as one of the character! Maybe I should do so someday? :D 
What do you think?

Anyway, gonna introduce the anime series ;)



Type:TV Series, 26 episodes
Year:Apr 4, 2002 to Sep 26, 2002
Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Mystery, Science Fiction, Seinen

Amidst a popular online role playing game in the near future, characters try to play out the goals they set for entertainment and passing of time. The World as the RPG is called is one with a setting of monsters, player characters and dungeons. Tsukasa is a detached and introverted character that has a number of mysteries about his player character. Many weird happenings seem to suround Tsukasa and his involvement in a rare item called 'The Key Of The Twilight' sparks Tsukasa'a meeting with different online characters and the befriending of their real life counterparts; All without ever meeting face to face in reality. What is strange about Tsukasa is that he can't seem to log out of The World. Subaru and Silver Knight of The Crimson Knights continue to look for proof of why Tsukasa can not log out or the existance of The Key Of The Twilight. Meanwhile Bear, Mimiru, and BT as Tsukasa's friends try to help him understand who he really is and how he can return to the real world.



Type:OVA, 4 episodes
Year:Jun 20, 2002 to Apr 12, 2003
Genre:Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Science Fiction, Seinen

An accident occuring in "The World", will be solved in the net framework space, with the OVA "Liminality". Mai and Kasumi collapse in the real world, however, only Mai recovers, leaving Tomonari in a coma. The incident will be investigated through the real world point of view. You will continue to come closer to the truth of the accident within the game while investigating from the real world in the OVA.



Type:OVA, 1 episodes
Year:Nov 16, 2003
Genre:Action, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic, Parody, Seinen
This is a parody of the .hack-series with appearance of the characters from SIGN, Udeden and the games: As a thank you to the players of the .hack games, Helba has prepared a special hot springs for some much needed rest and relaxation. Tsukasa, Mimiru, BlackRose, Kite and the other important players of The World decide they're due for some soaking in the springs themselves. There's a catch, however: not only will Helba not reveal its exact location, but she insists that role-playing is forbidden. So who will find it first? And who keeps killing the other characters?

.hack//Legend Of The Twilight


Title:.hack//Tasogare no Udewa Densetsu
Type:TV Series, 12 episodes
Year:Jan 9, 2003 to Mar 27, 2003
Genre:Adventure, Comedy, Fantasy, Magic, Science Fiction

Shugo and his twin sister Rena, two new players in The World, (a future online roleplaying game) are caught up in an unknown agenda. Unstopable monsters have started appearing and players that encounter these monsters fall into comas in the real world. Playing the limited edition characters, Kite and Black Rose, and the wielding the mysterious twilight bracelet, the two siblings must figure out what is going on and stop it before the damage escalates.


Type:TV Series, 26 episodes
Year:Apr 6, 2006 to Sep 28, 2006
Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Magic, Science Fiction
In 2015, CC Corporation`s datacenter caught on fire destroying "The World". By splicing in data from what would have been another project, CC Corp. was able to rebuild the game. In 2016, "The World R:2" was released. .hack//Roots covers the time Haseo spent with Shino and Ovan in the guild known as the Twilight Brigade, before the .hack//G.U. PS2 games.

.hack//G.U. Trilogy

Year:Mar 25, 2008
Genre:Action, Fantasy, Science Fiction

In his quest for revenge against Tri-Edge and to wake Shino from her coma Haseo searches accross The World as a killer of Player Killers. He comes accross a girl named Atolli who despite his callous and dismissive attitude twards her takes an interest in him and decides to help him. She brings up old wounds for him because of her characters' design and class. He forms new aliances and attempts to discover the mystery behind the comas that are plauging members and the entities known as AIDA.

.hack//G.U. Returner (OVA)


Type:OVA, 1 episodes
Year:Aug 6, 2007
Genre:Action, Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Science Fiction 

The characters from previous .hack//G.U. Games and .hack//Roots receive an email from Ovan. He is requesting them to go to Hidden Forbidden Festival where is set up a mysterious summer festival. There they find an AIDA Chim Chim who wishes to peacefully co-exist with the other players of The World. It then transforms into the word "Returner", so they assume it to mean that Ovan will return to The World.


For more information, you may log on to .hack//Portal

It actually started with games and manga, then followed by anime.

I have not play any of the games or read any of the manga yet. Just the anime series. 

But I love em!


News of the day.

I had a briefing today. There's a 3 weeks London trip organized by my uni and it cost around RM10k. I dont think I will be going since it needs such huge amount of money althou it's a good opporturnity for me. I'm still thinking whether wanna tell my parents bout it or not.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Pullip: November Release Pre-Order

Hey, people. Here's an update on Pullip; November release.

If you're interested, kindly send an email to me at

[Pullip] Amalie
Yarn hair and classic lolita dress

Price: RM330
Deposit: RM100

[Dal] Risa★Rock in Girl Ver

 Rock style with a little influence of Bohemian style!

Note: For the time being, I'm not taking Dal Risa Sweet ver. 

Price: RM430
Deposit: RM200

[Byul] SteamPunk Series - Rhiannon

Limited to 1000 pieces worldwide only.
She comes with a certificate as well! 

Price: RM530
Deposit: RM250

Coming UP!

Neo Blythe "Very Vicky"



Neo Blythe "Bohemian Peace"